I never got to say goodbye
or that I'm sorry for the way I treated you.
I didn't realize how much
I could have hurt you.
I've made so many mistakes
but not telling you how I feel
is number one.
You see, at the time,
I wasn't quite me.
But there's no need to justify
because I don't deserve your forgiveness.
I deserve your hate
and malice.
But I wanted your love.
You sheltered me from the storm going on outside
and I pushed you out into it.
I was hurt and didn't how to love.
I would have ripped out my heart and hand it to you.
A part of me still would.
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